Pretty Frustrated

Friday evening.

When i was in the car stuck in a very very bad 2hr + jam with my sister on friday,she said, "Eeyin,i think u're ready to be a mother" and my immediate reply was "NO! I'm not having any kids!". I think it kinda shocked her cuz my tone was serious.. hehe.. N at the same time she was thinkin,B-I-M-B-O. I can imagine cuz she would have guessed that d reason would be cuz i dun wanna grow fatter & fatter. And to end the awkward silence after my answer,lil miss smart me had to add that i would only have kids if they still had nice cute shoes at that time. Which i think would have added to her bimbo assumption. And F.Y.I, she said it cuz i was tellin her about my whole day of driving up & down and after college responsibities on a friday which is to send my 3rd sis & her friend to tuition in USJ 2 then to fetch my eldest sis from work in PJ then to get my 3rd sister fr tution at 7.20 and to send my youngest sis to tuition at 8 in USJ 2 again and to fetch her at 10.15.. And that is practically the reason why i dont wanna have kids. I mean seriously.. This whole thing is killin my soul. And plus if i were to have my own time with my friends or with scott in between coll and the tuition hrs of the 2 pest,it would mean non stop sms-es or phone calls fr my beloved queen bear.
Gettin back to the friday,i reached home fr 1u,dropped my bag and books in d hse,fetched my sis & her friend,sent them, headed to fetched my eldest sis & reached at about 5.45 at Jaya 1 and we reached Subang at 8. The jam was horrible! Plus is was rainin.. We had no choice but to reach home as soon as we could because my mom was callin us every 10 mins as she didnt want my 3rd sister to be waiting very long but we couldnt help it either. I mean nobody would want to be on the road fr 5-8 during the whole of this month cuz every1 is rushin. Sadly we didnt have the choice.. Even though we wanted to divert to Food Foundry to sit and wait for the jam to subcide as my ankle was hurtin and my eldest sis's was startin to hurt after takin over the wheel from me we obviously didnt want to take the risk of gettin deaf through the phone. The fact that we were sittin somewhere out of the car would have killed my mom. Therefore we sat through the jam, munchin (we dropped by Wendy's for Frosty & Mcd's for fries n nuggets) and surprisingly reached Usj2 at 8 to fetch my 3rd sis. Thank God my mom arranged for my youngest sister's friend to fetch her fr tuition. We reached home all tired with achin ankles. Had a nice hot bath,watch tv and i went to bed at 9 somethin cuz i could barely open my eyes. I fell asleep really fast and was deep in2 sleep cuz i didnt even wake up to Scott's after-work sms. The bed felt really really good.. BUT.. *boo hoo* My mom woke me up at 10 to fetch my sis from tuition. Feelin EXTREMELY frustrated and tired,i dragged my feet out fr bed and to the car without a choice. Driving with my eyes half closed and 3/4 of body was still asleep,i fetched my sis and we reached home safely thank God.
These responsibities that has been passed 2 me without any questions nor acknowledgement has frustrated me and even Scott till the bone. Imagine,tat is only 1 day out of 5.. Sigh.. I'm not usually like this but i seriously am frustrated because i would definately prefer to be more relaxed when i need to and not to be drained off my energy cuz of tuition and the work that people do not even appreciate at the end of the day. Therefore,i'm not gonna be thinkin of kids. Nah-ah..

* Mayb just not for now* hehe..